Chintayen

Man aaj chintao ka ghar sa  ban gya hai.bahut sochti hu aur apna prayas bhi karti hu ki inse mujhe mukti mile par ye hein ki mere man se,mere dil se jane ka name hi nhin le rhi hein.Jab kisi ke man me ak ajib si anhoni hone ki aashanka ho jati hai ya kuch bura hone ki sambhavna si hone lagti hai to man me kai prakar ki chintayen janm leti hein.kabhi kabhi humse  hi anjane me ya janbujhkar kuch galtiyan ho jati hein ya apna koi galti kar deta hai tab bhi ye chinta hamare dil aur dimag par ak ghane badal ki bhanti chha jati hai.ye chintaye kai prakar ki hoti hein..kabhi kabhi hum apne bachcho ko leker itne gambhir ho jate hein ki na- na prakar ki chintaye  apne mata-pita ke man me ghar karne lagti hein .kabhi hum apne mata pita ke svasthya ko lekar anayas hi kuch sochne lagte hein aur hamare mashtishk me chintaye apna dera dal leti hein.kabhi hum apne pti ko leker tow kbhi ptni ko lekr chinta karne lgte hein kbhi apne vartman ,kbhi bhavishya ,kbhi kisi prajay aur kbhi faltu ki chntaye jinka hamare jivan se kuch lena dena bhi nhi hota hai fir bhi vah jaberjasti hame gher leti hein.meine mahshush kiys hai ki har chij par hum apni vijay pa lete hein pr in chintao pr vijay pana namumkin sa lagta hai.in pr hamara bas hi nhi chalta aur vo hame niranter kamjor sa banati jati hein aur jaise hum unke adhin se ho jste hein.dhire dhire ye hum par apna aisa prabhav bana leti hein ki hamara sara sharir bimar  sa rahne lagta hai.hum itne bimar se ho jate hei ki koi dusra hume pahchanne se inkar kre  uske phle hum hi  aaine me apne aapko dekhte hein tow aisa lagta hai jaise ye hum hein hi nhi apitu hamare samne hamare sthan par koi aur hai aur jab hum spne aap me kisi aur ka hone ke bare me sochte hein to hum pahle se jyada aur jyada chintit ho jate hein .in chintao se nipatne ka bas ak hi upay hota hai ki hum apne aapko adhik se adhik kisi bhi kam me lga le .aisa karne se hamara man kam ki bajay se kam ki  tarsf hi dhyan jyada dega aur use faltu ki chinta karne ka mauka hi nhi milega.is prakar se hum dhire dhire in chintao se mukti prapt kar lege aur apne sharir par dhyan dekar apne ko khush rkhne lgege aur hume in chintaon se aajadi mil jayegi.